Hole in my heart

I see your face in such a lonely place but you're a million miles away.

I've got your photograph and you've got mine, we said we'd meet again someday.

I won't forget you and I won't let you fade away.

I'll run beside you. I may decide to stay.

What place and forces in the universe are responsible for this?

I was rejected, when we connected, and you sealed it with your kiss.

I won't defy you. I'll be right by you all the way,

sometimes its hard to find the words, the words to say. 

I miss you, I miss you more and more each day. 

I miss you, I miss you more than I can say. 

Our friends think were crazy, we live so far away 

But baby don't you listen, don't you listen to what they say 

I miss you, I miss you more and more each day. 

I miss you, I miss you more than I can say.

Though the looking glass...

Mirror, mirror, can't you see? 
What you show is killing me

Mirror, mirror, look at my face. 
God it's so ugly, I'm such a disgrace

Mirror, mirror, look deep in my eyes. 
Can you see past all the lies?

Mirror, mirror, on the wall. 
You've watched me grow, now watch me fall

Mirror, mirror, you've never been a friend.
Are you happy you've finally seen my end?

"Nowadays people know the price of everything and the value of nothing"

- Oscar Wilde

"You have to love yourself, because no amount of love from others is sufficient to fill the yearning that your soul requires from you"

- Dodinsky

"You must love yourself before you love another. By accepting yourself and fully being what you are, your simple presence can make others happy. You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection"

- Buddha

"People who are not happy with themselves, can't possibly be happy with you"

- Anonymous

Applesauce (2015)

What's the worst thing you've ever done?

None of us are saints.

None of us are perfect.

We're fallible.

We're vulnerable.

And ultimately, we are

responsible for our actions.

The choices we make,

the things we do,

and yes, the words we say,

they all have an effect,

for better or worse.

For every person I inspire,

there's someone else I piss off.

For every innocent life lost,

there's a thousand saved.

Flowers grow, flowers die.

The earth spins itself

round and round.

None of us know what's

going to happen tomorrow.

Maybe it's not that simple...

Maybe it is.

I don't have the answers.

I'm just one man

writing on a laptop.

sometimes life's just a bitch... deal with it