Почему?

This is not meant for you to read it.
In fact, it's not meant for anyone to read it...
I would also dare to say it's not even meant to be.
Nothing is meant for nothing...
We just give the meaning we want to thing we need, to belive what we want to belive.

Do what your inside you tells you to do, what you belive it's right, what it needs, and NEVER, EVER matter about if it has any logic to anyone but you.

Always question everything, even what YOU are doing right now reading this...